I used to think I had to speak up to belong.
For the introverted stepmom who feels overlooked in loud rooms—this post is a reflection on the power of deep listening, self-worth, and quiet connection.
Read MoreHolidays are often a source of joy and connection, but for stepfamilies, they can also bring unexpected challenges. I learned this firsthand during my first Christmas as part of a stepfamily.
That summer, my son and I had moved from Ottawa to the suburbs of Montreal to begin our new life with Bernard and his two daughters. We thought we had prepared for everything—managing our schedules, sharing household duties, shuttling the kids around, and all the daily tasks that come with blending families.
But one thing we hadn’t prepared for was the complexity of the holidays.
Until then, Christmas for me had always meant being with my parents and sisters. For Bernard, it was about spending time with his parents and brothers. For our kids, the holiday excitement revolved around the magic of gifts under the tree.
When we came together as a stepfamily, we didn’t discuss what the holidays would look like in this new chapter of our lives. Would we spend time with my family, Bernard’s family, or both? How would we balance the kids’ schedules? And then there were financial questions we hadn’t touched:
Most importantly, we never talked about scheduling.
It didn’t take long for the challenges to pile up. Last-minute schedule changes, conflicting commitments, and the pressure to be everywhere for everyone made the holidays a logistical nightmare.
On top of that, I was juggling a demanding job. As a hairstylist working 10 to 12 hours a day during the busiest season of the year, I was already running on empty. Exhaustion and caffeine fueled me from October to January.
The women in Bernard’s family, who didn’t work outside the home, couldn’t relate to my struggles. They couldn’t understand why I was so drained. Meanwhile, I was doing my best to keep a cheerful holiday demeanor while feeling like a walking zombie.
Moving away from my family left me feeling alone. The few friends I had in Montreal didn’t have children, so I hesitated to ask for help. I felt like my son wasn’t the responsibility of Bernard’s family, so I didn’t lean on them either.
Even worse, I often felt judged. My in-laws dismissed the way I wanted to celebrate the holidays, brushing it off with, “That’s not how we do it here.” I felt invisible and like my traditions didn’t matter.
Bernard, meanwhile, was on familiar turf, surrounded by his parents, brothers, and old friends. He couldn’t understand my nostalgia for Christmases past or my deep desire to create something that felt “normal” and safe for me.
The holidays can be a rollercoaster of emotions for stepfamilies: happiness and sadness, love and resentment, hope and fear. Balancing work, family expectations, and schedules adds to the stress.
Looking back, I see now that I was trying to recreate the perfect Christmas from my childhood. I wanted to blend my traditions with Bernard’s and prove to everyone—myself included—that I could fit into this new family.
I thought I needed to be a Canadian Martha Stewart, dazzling everyone with my cooking, decorating, and planning. Instead, I was setting myself up for failure by chasing an unattainable ideal.
If I could go back in time, I’d tell myself this:
Before diving into holiday preparations, take a step back and ask yourself:
Focus on one thing that will make your holidays special—something within your control, not dependent on others’ actions or approval.
Give yourself permission to experiment with different approaches to the holidays. Be open to restructuring, revisiting, and adjusting your traditions as your family grows and changes.
It took us several years to figure out a holiday routine that worked for everyone. And even now, after 31 years, we’re still tweaking it. As our family has expanded with sons-in-law and a daughter-in-law, we’ve had to accommodate new traditions and understand what the holidays mean to them.
One thing is certain: anything is better than that first Christmas together.
Holidays in stepfamilies may never be easy, but they can be meaningful. By letting go of perfection, communicating openly, and setting realistic expectations, you can create a holiday season that brings joy and connection to your blended family.
After all, the beauty of the holidays isn’t in perfect plans—it’s in the moments of love and togetherness you build along the way.
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For the introverted stepmom who feels overlooked in loud rooms—this post is a reflection on the power of deep listening, self-worth, and quiet connection.
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I didn’t speak up. I held back my feelings. And by the end of the day, I broke down in tears. My son, only a child, felt my sadness and acted out. Looking back, I realize I had placed expectations on people who barely knew me. I hadn’t yet found my place in the family, let alone earned the space to be celebrated.
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Read MoreThe Holidays are supposed to be merry and bright, but in all reality they are hard for "intact" families as it is, I can totally understand how the added patchwork family factor is complicating things. Expectations are a bitch. They will never be met.
Looking at the picture of your folks wearing the fabulous PJs I would say you manage to enjoy spending (vs dreading) the Holidays?
Thanks for this post, it makes me appreciate my own smaller scale situation more.
The Holidays are supposed to be merry and bright, but in all reality they are hard for "intact" families as it is, I can totally understand how the added patchwork family factor is complicating things. Expectations are a bitch. They will never be met.
Looking at the picture of your folks wearing the fabulous PJs I would say you manage to enjoy spending (vs dreading) the Holidays?
Thanks for this post, it makes me appreciate my own smaller scale situation more.